I don’t know whether to try or just give up entirely? I’m sick of being beaten down and tossed around for your own good pleasure. I am not treated like a human any longer and I can barely stand my ground. It really is a shame when people who dislike things about their own lives project that on others. Showing them hate, and ignoring their every word just so they can make themselves feel good. I hate to tell you that there are so many of these kind of people in the world, and they never seem to disappear. I can truthfully say that yes, it get gets to me. My tears reflect the hurt inside me, the loneliness I feel, and the lack of hope I have left. I look back at the memories we once shared, the laughs we once made, and the tears we once shed and wonder, where did the happiness go? How can we be such distant figures after such a short amount of time. We are now practically strangers to one another living under the same roof. I don’t like being left behind and treated like actual dirt, frankly, no one would. I just don’t know where I go from here, I’m trying and I’m not getting anything in return. I’m alone, I’m sad, and I’m constantly hurting.